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𝐀𝐓𝐋𝐀𝐒  𝐓𝐖𝐈𝐑𝐋𝐒  𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑  𝐀𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃  𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐊  𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐄  𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐃  ,  a  light  sigh  leaving  her  lips  .  she  snuggles  underneath  pink  bed  comforter  further  as  mind  drifts  ever  so  slightly.  discomfort  and  unease  fills  her  gut  ,  baby  blue  eyes  shifting  around  the  room.  at  times  like  this  ,  she  wishes  she  had  more  pink  .  barbie’s  eyes  drift  to  her  vanity  ,  catching  a  peak  of  herself  in  the  hollywood  mirror.  the  weight  of  the  world  stays  on  her  shoulders  ,  but  it  showed  under  her  eyes  the  most  .  barbie  pouts  ,  attention  going  back  to  the  conversation  at  hand  . 

❝     it’s   just   .   .   .   difficult  to  talk  about  ,  daph.      ❞     hesitance  catches  the  starlet  in  her  throat  ,  squeezing  the  words  out  of  her.    ❝      it’s  like  ,  i’m  so  happy  for  ken  ,  you  know  ?  i’m  so  happy  he’s  got  a  great  boyfriend  and  a  great  life  outside  of  the  one  we  built  but  it’s  like  .  .  .  it’s  like  i’ve  moved  on  and  yet  ,  i  haven’t  .  i  don’t  love  him  but  i  also  love  him  ,  you  know  ?  i  feel  like  i’m  supposed  to  still  be  with  him  or  something  ,  like  the  pressure  from  media  ,  yeah  ?  ugh  .  .  .  i  don’t  know  .  .  .  it’s  so  confusing  ,  i  feel  like  i’m  seventeen  again  when  we  first  started  dating  .  we  were  so  in  love  and  i  will  always  believe  he’s  my  soulmate  but  it’s  like  .  .  .  we  have  different  paths  .  .  .     ❞ 

barbie  swallows  the  lump  in  her  throat  ,  wiping  away  the  tear  that  slipped  out  unexpectedly.  she  takes  a  quick  deep  breath  ,  clutching  the  phone  cord  .  ❝  uhm ,   have  you  ever  felt  that  way  about  fred  .  .  .  or  .  .  .  ?    ❞

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        𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐄 𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐃 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐈𝐋𝐀𝐂 𝐅𝐋𝐔𝐅𝐅 𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐒 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖 𝐁𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐑, 𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐎𝐁𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐑 𝐆𝐀𝐋-𝐆𝐀𝐁𝐁𝐈𝐍𝐆. Daphne’s ear pressed to the phone pressed to her neck as she swept a second coat of Lavender Dream across her nails. With no one watching, she could lounge easily, and though her hair fell effortlessly and her skin felt fresh and dewy after some length TLC, she paid her prettiness no mind. 

Oh Barbie, you have no idea.  Each word out of her mouth was painfully familiar. Daphne understood the confusion, that feeling of being LOST without Fred/Ken as a tether. She would FOREVER love Fred, but without mysteries to keep them together, things had definitely… fallen apart. Still. Who would have thought? Coolsville’s coolest couple… donezo

So, she could understand, and empathize. The ground underneath Barbie’s feet must have felt beyond unstable. Could you imagine? The whole floor… gone? Daphne paused. Dipped the brush back into the nail polish and left it there.  Fred’s dating one of my friends now. And… I try to be strong. I try to be happy for him, duh! And I am! I think it’s so groovy that he’s happy - but… I did always think it would be US. So, yeah. It’s disorienting, losing the future we could have had. Daphne clears her throat.  I think… you’ll never be able to be fully happy for Ken, until you let yourself FEEL, sweetie.

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