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when I say I’m afraid, do not mistake my fear for ‘give up’ ‘stop’ 'I don’t want you’. when I say I’m afraid, I am giving permission for my heart to breathe again. exhale, relax, you’ve earned this. 

when I say I’m afraid, I am turning every bump in the night into reality so you know that it’s never your touch I flinch at but the ghosts that float like dead leaves at my feet. they cling to my legs like chains. they rattle the head boards.

baby, I don’t sleep well anymore.
I don’t think they’ll let me.



too hard to fall in love again // d.s.  (via inventslove)
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